since the start of this month i have been taking swimming classes. i am trying to learn breast swimming before i get back to Ottawa, but my swimming is going somewhere i don’t know. i am so afraid that people are watching me and holding their stomach laughing at me making a scene. my limbs move regardless of my intention while my mouth drinks the whole pool water. after this shameful scene and so many coughing and noseaches… i am full of water and don’t need anymore!!